She thought of it with an ever-growing consciousness of cruelty, which tended to breed actions of reckless unconventionality 她越往这一层捉摸，就越觉得命运残酷，因此她就有一种一意孤行、不随流俗的趋向。收藏
Characterized by a carefree or fun - loving unconventionality;rakish. 放荡的以满不在乎或爱好取乐的反传统为特点的;放荡的收藏
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